dear vidat
you lived fully in those short 24 years what many woulndnt even if theylived to a 100.You reached dizzying heights in studies and work .You loved ,proposed and lost. An ideal for what a obedient son should be.Kind to the weak and women and tough on aggressors. A' kav ariman' who could'nt bear a slur on his charecter'reputation,name and honour. Was naive and simply too good to exist peacefully in a world of knaves and pushy people.

An Ode to my SON

What was that in you that struck and chord in me. That You are my first born may be , more so your quick understanding of my feelings and emotions, my dreams and my pains and being a rock on whom i could lean on especially in time of need. your unquestioning obedience to my petty demands.your genorosity in forgiving my faults and accepting me as i was and feeling proud of me no matter what i did or said or the world said or thought of me

I may have failed several times my dear son as a parent but not once did you fail as a son .Who in this entire world would ever give me the unflinching loyalty and unbounded love you gave me.What did i do to beget such a wonderful son and also to lose him .

Are you that bright star up yonder or have you mingled in air like the fragrance of jasmine?Your self effacement blinded me your own mother ,let alone others to your inate good qualities which seem to glow and sparkle as days pass with the terrible remainder that i let you slip through to eternity.

No matter what the world says or thinks about you, my dear son you were a joy to me from your very first breadth to the last and i enjoyed every moment you spent with me.